I know God has a plan. As I sit here, I pray for the plans he has for Matt and I. Recently, we have been struggling with the fact that we still have two homes for sale. We are struggling with the fact I am not able to become pregnant and being diagnosed with PCOS. I know his timing is everything and he will be with us. But as I sit here, I thought about how these two are both related. At this moment, we are not ready for God to grant us with a child. Having two homes can put a stain on us financially nor do we have the room.
The future for us is unknown but God is amazing. And knowing how amazing he is a wonderful feeling. It helps guide us and prepare us for the future.
Hey Jodee, I just read this post and I wish I could hug your neck. I don't think you know this, but we tried for about 18 months to get pregnant with Ruth Ann. I read all the books, I took my temperature daily, I was even on meds for a short period of time...yet month after month I would end up with a negative pregnancy test. At the time I was upset beyond words...but you're right, God has a plan that's way better than anything you can imagine. Now I wouldn't trade Ruth Ann for any other baby but I had to have all those months of sad negative tests to get her...and she was worth every one of them! I'll be thinking about you! Love Tara
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